ASSALAMUALAIKUM.,,

hello guys! how are you? hope in a good condition.. but, i'm not like that.. physically yes, but mentally it think, not really! huhu.. setelah sekian lama, muncul kembali this feeling.. why I have to feel this way? huh! mungkin ini hanyalah perasaan yang datang menganggu ku.. astarghfirullahalazim... kuatkanlah aku.. huhu.. :') may I have something, is it a common thing if someone that have their special person, will more care about that person than their own friend? it's not mean that you have to be with me 24 hours. but, as I look you, you like don't care about me. msg me? ouh no... chat me? no too.. I'm the one who will start it, if not.. hmm... is it i'm no important to you? it's okay if you are deeply in love with the special person, i'm happy for you, but, as u told me before, awak terasa hati dengan saya sebab saya abaikan awak, but, don't you think I feel the same thing as what you feel before....

shindah, kuatkanlah hati jangan termakan sangat pujuk rayu syaitan yang sering berusaha untuk merosakkan hubungan seseorang itu.. tidak mengapa jika dia memang buat sebegitu.. maybe one day if they lose you, they will realise how much they love you..! just be the best for them! :') be strong ouh my soft heart.. Allah is always there for you to listen anything.. 

for you, I'm sorry for everything that i've done for you.. I accept this as my punishment.. be happy with that person, maybe the person is the only 1 can make you happy.. not me.. I will always here for you... I need u and always love you.. I love this relationship and dont want to ruin it.. I accept my faith.. Alhamdulillah for everything.. :')

I hope i'll be your good friend...

xoxo,

SHINDAH